Tuesday, July 11, 2006

Peace some day..

i get an email from mom saying Mumbai bomb blast...and once again we live in a world where we are not safe... Its sad that we are part of it. We can do nothing about it and change it can we?
Tried to call family back home, my cousins in Mumbai and could not not get through. Luckily my cousin was online and she plans to stay in office all night there are no trains going for a while and she feels safer staying back.
I wonder what happens to those people who don't have a phone home and cant imagine those kids home... Alone waiting for their parents to return and what if they dont return?? They may not have anyone to help them find their parents.....What are they told that its your bad luck it happened to you .. or your parents life was till this day or this is your destiny?

I do feel sad for those who are left behind alone in this world for no fault of theirs. Imagine those people who are dead today must have had no clue in the morning that they would never see their loved ones again and it was their last day.

I kind of complain if I cut my finger accidently in the kitchen and cant imagine someone told that your hand or leg has to be amputate....It sends shivers in my skin..

And in spite of knowing how fragile life is most of us run around to get more of materialistic world..We want more and more of things which mean nothing and
want more salaries and try to spend less time with our loved ones and how many times do wemake any effort on daily basis to express to our loved once that we love them...

Live for today... may be KAL HO NA HOO.. dont live things for tomorrow .. call a friend.. say that you care and think about them.. say i love u to your parents, your husband or wife,kiss your child, help someone in need.
Do all that u left for tomororow for today. As think of those who left home today and you never returned home . If they would have know that it was their last day all that mattered was love.
Think of someone who lost a family member, some one lost a father, some one lost a mother, someone lost a child, some one lost a wife, some one does not have a bread earner. Be happy in what you got as life is a gift. We are here so should enjoy every moment of it and be happy in what we have.
kal hoga lekin kya kal hum hogey??????

Sunday, July 9, 2006

A face

Face
I long for
a life I want for

A touch I miss
A smile I miss
And that face
I want to kiss.

It makes me laugh
It makes me shy
It makes me jump
It makes me cry.

Its a feeling
Never felt before
What is happening
Its love for sure

A voice so clear
It makes me turn around
And pause and listen
To all that was said to be near.
But than its there
And not to far away.

Some one , Some place
Far off yet so near
Cant wait to hold on to dear.

Monday, March 20, 2006

who am I??

Me -- who am I?

A girl.
with emotions
a mind that wonders
and questions of who am I?

Me looking for answers
searching around
as to what it is to live.

Me full of life.
what does life mean?
I laugh , I cry , I speak and sometimes I am shy.
I run around and make things around me run around.

me who am I?

Am I a mystery?
am I a seeker?
am I a achiever?
am I problem?
or am I a solution?

I know for sure ..I am what I am .
Cant be someone else for sure.
I know that my heart is pure.
Sometimes wonder that should I be here for sure?

Me an optimistic.
me an giver.
me an caretaker .
me an lover.
me a child .
me a friend.
me a spouse .
and me something again.

but what am I ?
A product of some reaction?
A gift to the world?

well I know for sure
that I am someone in this world.
But to someone I can be a world.

Monday, February 27, 2006

welcome to my world.



Life is beautiful and here is me trying to enjoy and capture every moment of it.. Does anyone know what life is ???? No one knows for sure but we all live and live for a purpose.. . We all have to find a meaning in it .. everyone's notes are different and music is different too.. sometimes its slow and sometimes its fast and sometimes its just perfect.. no matter what note one plays we all have to go through it..

Me trying to adjust to the music around me.. when its slow I play a fast note to catch up and when its too fast its playing an slow number to slow down but some day it will be fine...

Its all about the journey and not the destination.. I am trying to write few things here and there and writing what comes to my mind. There is no right or wrong as its whati feel, there are no big dictionary words as they are my thoughts, nor there is any artificial spice as its my life.................



M.